So after a few months of just pooping and crying and nursing I started asking myself, "wait, why did I have another baby?" but then she started to really smile and I remembered how much I love sweet little smiley babies. She still sleeps a ton, cries every moment she's in the car, but when she's actually had enough sleep I get to just stare into her super light blue eyes and enjoy her dimpled smile. She is so delicate and so sweet. I just adore everything about her and I can't wait to witness how she matures and what she becomes.
I see so much potential in her already and being with her fills me with so much joy. I just love newborns because there's just something to be said about being so needed. I love that she needs me for everything and all she can do is wait for me to snuggle her and feed her and rock her to sleep. Tonight I had to teach the Young Women and I gave her to one of them to take care of her and as I handed her off she looked at me and started to cry. She already knows me and only wants to be with me. I just love that!
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